My life is pretty boring right now without Shawn here. The only thing I really have to look forward to is the fact that school starts in 5 days. The only reason I’m excited about that is because it will at least give me something to do in the middle of missing him and looking for a job. 

It honestly really sucks having the distance back. I wouldn’t wish this feeling upon anyone. I feel like something is missing and I haven’t been able to sleep without him here. I’m hoping in the next couple of weeks things go back to “normal”, because I really hate feeling the way I do.